You've not even asked me for it, you don't get to decide what is mine to give or deny.

I'd never know you carried an ounce of guilt on the matter, your way to show guilt is to be rude to me? No. Your way isn't guilt, it's merely running away, out of sight, out of mind as it were.

You aren't guilty at all. If you were, you would try and make amends, not run away and say "oh well, nothing can be done."